Ineffable Ontological Detanglement > Fetish

Shit fetish is the drive to despise repression, you're dirty and depraved. There would be no such thing as depraved if not for repression. Your brain tissue leans towards the kind of thinking that will despise repression even deeper than the rest of us despise repression, you naturally want to shit on repression.

You don't have to prove yourself at toilet, show yourself that it's okay to engage in the real life things the things it's okay our body does. It's just a thing that happens the problem lies in paying it any mind whatsoever. I personally do find it unfortunate that it happens, but, going any further than this in either direction means you're playing with internal fire, you're going to dement yourself. "It's okay" is just as disgusting as "It's not okay." In some ways it's drifting a little more disgusting, in some ways a little less, my mind wishes to travel towards more. I'd rather see somebody crying about toilet than curiously touching themselves to toilet. We don't need to engage in this discussion it's just a thing we close the door and forget about. We need to flatten this out, put men and women on the same level... Ooohhh but I don't want to be a prissy lady. Well. All they really want to do is close the door and forget about it, what exactly are you trying to touch? You enjoy the smell of your own shit so much you don't want to be a prissy lady? It flattens, oh, neither of us seem to care either way anymore. Also, you can straighten out your own internal world of purity if you choose to reject the natural urge to look at what you've done, it's fine it's just the biological drive to make sure you're healthy, if you don't have any reason to fear blood coming out you're probably healthy.

I can only assume the God trigger was "It seems these things go together within the collective unconscious." Also "Let's give all my warriors on the side of anti kink shaming the easiest kink to shame." But, if you have the fetish you have the fetish, do whatever you want with it.

I'm still not kink shaming, I'm not fetish feelings calling you gross I'm only bathroom feelings calling you gross. Jamie Graham had the fetish and I still loSVT!ved her. "No I won't be doing that one." "No I can't realSVT!ly do myself wiSVT!th that one either. I still want to though." Well you're not gonna. She didn't have any philosophies surrounding the shit itself it was just a thing.

You got a lot of child rape.

Now, it says... Stage one. Own your shit fetish, own every bit of it, it's fine it's just a fetish, it's a uniform fetish that means it's a God gift you get to use it. Now it changes you, you become your depravity, you enter a new stage of enlightenment. I guess, yeah, pretty much, that's one way to do it. It changes you, you become a dirty and deprived person all the way and it doesn't mean anything to you. The vibes that hit you pretty much feel dad rock, I can do many things to dad rock, not all of them negative. Refined dirty dad rock cock rock fuck you face shit face vibes can really work. Generally I dislike the music, generally. It has an unmet potential.

I saw it really self destruct on the opening act for Tool in Winnipeg in like, 2023? Usually I'm too indie rock, but I can do it for Tool they've hit some things psychedelic proper and now they're actually kind of hitting things a little post-rock post-metal. I really loved the lights but your visual display otherwise is pretty off and on, generally those hit me off but sometimes I feel what you're going for, sometimes it hits the wrong BWUNG...BARP angle of that particular ugly. Glossy. Baby foot fetish. BOING. There you go. I think Maynard probably agrees. Anyway the opening act was, like, I can play guitars and drums and all what have you at the same time and now I'm opening for Tool, but it was... It was just dad rock, meaningless total flatness you barely even notice any disparity in notes or rhythm, it's there you just don't notice it, and not because of the all music in a genre unexplored by me sounds the same logic I know what I'm doing I'm an analyzer, the people who make me angry at base music theory. You most certainly notice no angles or deliberateness in texture, that much was very detectable, it was not there. That's the kind of thing that would offend Tool, precise deliberate texture is what makes them one of the few mainstream bands worthy of Kit Carruthers acknowlwedgment proper. He was all... Later I'll be signing t-shirts and buttholes. It's like, yeah okay, it's just... I'd have allowed it, I guess, I mean I personally would have the nature of wide audience would not have when you get home, maybe partially for awhile you may just enter the delusional complex. It's just this was inserted into every sentence, I may have even seen him uuuhh struggle how do I get a depravity statement into this sentence, into this sentence, into this sentence. I assumed this was his life, but it looked like he was realizing this means I need to kill myself so I better start self-directed aversive arousal-ing at it. Maynard made a better vagina joke at the end, then he said that one was better that should finish the job everybody's gonna repress the memory. HAY I wanted to... Keep that one. I had recently started figuring out psychedelic celebrity school, again sorta, I think I should have been allowed to keep it. I probably hit permitted but then I guess it was... I had the awareness when I was like fifteen and I saw it on the news vibes, but then that was cut off so maybe that reminded me of a dual I already knew that then one little molecule of too much made me repress that memory. ANNOYING. For the record I was the only person never standing and cheering I was just darkly meditating at the light show and the sounds and mostly ignoring the screen and entering the altered state of consciousness proper. Maynard likes me better you idiots. If it was your fucking guy who repressed my memory I'm gonna stab him I should get to keep it if I get it. I won't really stab you it's an honest mistake. Just. I've already done this one to a lot of you people. QUIT PUTTIN' THINGS IN MY BRAIN TAKIN' THINGS OUT MY BRAIN. I don't think it would work on you if you're the master hypnotist type you're too chosen. Oh good Maynard doesn't do back to the audience anymore, I totally got that one, image purposes, no he means it, it looks try hard, ah you were young, young and not indie vibes enough. I thinks he thinks he holy he crazy. I don't know I guess kinda. Sorta. It's holy. Expression is holy. You gave me a holy, that was like within the three or four months after this one when I was beginning to slip proper into level seven from where I hit then level six. Putting life together and realizing nothing on the surface life matters whatsoever I slip into a trance as shit happens around me if the words of kill yourself come out of my face to people I guess the words of kill yourself come out of my face to people.

Stage two. These things go together within the collective unconscious. Everything you have sex with is also where the poop and pee comes out, if you find a way to like it you attain the proper sex normal. ... ... ... No. Don't do this one. This is the one that dements you on shit fetish. It's very unfortunate that these two things go together, understand it's just biology and you have to use it you don't have a choice you put it out of your mind and you attain the proper sex normal. You're not even really supposed to like the insidey parts, the goo and stuff, that's another thing that's just biology and it's unfortunate. I don't even really so much like the organs, they're better off kept looking as primp and non-toilet as possible. The hand goes in there under the blankets laying beside each other, that's the best way to do it, you're not supposed to dive in there and study it to become an adult. ... North American. Now you get to have the wet in the pants jokes with the dual layered I'm hot for the fact that you're hot and that's funny and not the desperate attempt to be hot for the wetness in the pants. Put it in the psychology of what you're now hot for is goo covered slut when you're actually just hot for the person, you're hot person to person. The North American try really fucks up your perception of the human experience. Basically all the way to all you have to say is wet in the pants and it hits crude funny, the best crude funny is the underlying crudeness within elegance. A properly enlightened North American or British is permitted to peek at and crack higher boundaries of crudeness at others however not with the self. Oh because you can't TAKE IT says level two cognitive functioning, no that's the point, you're the one who has to take it, let it dement you from inside as you attempt to eat it.

Stage three. Know that it's child rape. Now you know, you never need to touch it. ... ... ... ... You all just leave it. Youneverneedtotouchit. What. Idiots. No, touch it, like it. Reach out to daddy and say thank you and pretend your hardest like you mean it. Now you know, and you don't look like fucking idiots. It's okay I've fallen for those until FUCK, dammit okay now I'm getting all of them. Just, as a whole, one of you should have figured it out and spread it around the shit fetish philosophies community.

That's one you have to keep. There'saphilosophiesofshitfetishcommunitywhocares. I'm pretty sure they all kill themselves as soon as they become obsessed enough to start writing articles specifically for their shit fetish and not... Not these ones where it's just a whole lot of psychology stuff and also shit fetish. Whocares.